Strumming Some Heartstrings


Wednesday, May 19, 2010
at Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Through my feelings ,you did not fade.
Through my eyes,you went away.

HEllo(:
Today is the 19/may/2010,many things had happen this few months.
Exams,unhappiness,quarreling,playing a fool, sweating,crying and all sorts of things.
Some things made me really thought,why this kind of things would happens to me?
Did i did wrong? Why does the heaven wanna punish my family?
Feeling very stressed now. Sometimes even thought, did we do some things that made the heaven to punish us? What had happen? Every now and then , i almost cried.
Really hope that everything would be fine soon, if not i am gonna break down soon):
Results came back. English ppr 1, E maths, A maths, Physics, Chemistry , i pass but Biology i failed.
Was pretty stress this few days, every thing seems to went the wrong way. Family matters, i really hope everything would be really fine. Everything i type here, i was crying throughout.
Is everything gonna be fine? I am really very upset seeing what had happen . I now know why adults are difficult to be. Every now and then is critical. I know that crying doesn't help to solve the problem, but i just could not control my tears from dropping. I really hope i could help, but i just could not! What a lousy daughter i am, everything also cannot help, only knows how to make my parents angry! I really hated myself a lot. Family problems cannot settle, studies cannot settle.

I AM SERIOUSLY USELESS!
I HATE MYSELF TTM!


xoxo,
you know you love me




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