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Broken Friendship at Tuesday, February 15, 2011

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New year going to end in two days time. Many things had change ever since the day after we came back from our new year holidays. Now is like my other class close friends are all ignoring me! One is that i don`t get why are you thinking the way i would actually betray you to her. I never ever been close to her even once okay! In fact, you don`t trust me. We are friends for three years, and yet it doesn`t build up trust? We went through a lot of things together , and yet our friendship is so easily broken. You did told me what had happen between you and me, i explain for myself already . And yet, very disappointed to say that you don`t trust me at all. You said i don`t understand what you have explain to me, but did you understand mine? It`s really very hurtful when you said you couldn`t help to trust me. How well , our friendship really doesn`t matters you right? You thought i would actually betrays you , say bad things about you to her? You think i am such person? You know me so well , yet you tell me this? What for please? Why should i betray you , when you are my good friends? Why should i?! I wanted to resolve the problem yet you give me such answers, how am i going to solve the problem? You suddenly turn so cold to me, i was very upset you know? I don`t even know what had happen , and you straight away ignore me. Seriously i don`t get why. Now , i don`t know what am i gonna do to solve our misunderstanding. I only can say, i treat you as good friends, i trust you. Yet , you don`t trust me at all. We are friends for three years please ! Not three days! You should know me well alright?!

Next , another person that makes me really upset as well. Although i only know you for months, but our friendship seems important to me. I cherish the friendship between us. Now , you ignore me, you give me such attitude when walk pass. Wth! It hurts do you know that? I guess you don`t. I don`t understand why you turns so cold to me as well. We see each other don`t talk, walk pass each other don`t smile. What a friendship between us? We seems like total strangers. It seems like after you went back m`sia and came back, you totally change. Change to a person i don`t know now. Found out you don`t even want to say hi to me , even you see me from far. You said i never walk that direction don`t need say hi. What is that man? Even normal friends , from short distance, they would shout or what. You didn`t even bother to do so. Last time you would shout across. But now? You ddon`t even care! What for? Just now in SDC , i was looking at you, hope you would talk to me, and yet you diao me and ignored me. Pretending i am invisble. It seriously hurt to the core . What is it that made us turn into strangers? Or even enemy to you. You told CH nothing happen between us, are you sure?! If it is , normal friends also do talk right? Now what? You even told CH you and her not close. Are you serious? It is impossible of you two not being close together okay! What are you trying to tell me? Can i know what really happens?! I don`t know you turn this way is it because of him or her. I really wanna know. I don`t want us to be like this. ):

It really really disappoint me because of this situation. I cried couple of times whenever i talk about it. But it seems just alright to you guys. People says , boys who made girls cry is a bastard. But did you ever think you are one? You made me cry, it really hurts. I hope to go back to the time when i first know you. Can i ?
For you , i don`t want our 3 years friendship to break up because of your sensitivity. I really really hope nothing had ever happen. But i know it is never possible. I AM SERIOUSLY DISAPPOINTED)>:

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