Strumming Some Heartstrings Saturday, September 18, 2010
@ 18 September 2010 5.58PM at Saturday, September 18, 2010Blog dead like MAD~ LOL! I didn`t care neither:D Well is the 18/september le. 1 more month from today is the last paper of my EOY. Months pass... My birthday over too x.x But still i love 8th september the most:D Muahahaha! Had fun that day but only a short period of tym): Must TON again with the 6 cliques for sure heh. I sure the next tym we ton or chalet i will drink till i cannot take it :D But for sure must eat first, if not my gastric confirm cannot take it x.x Feeling quite down as stuffs happen, somethings i felt damn shag on... I did something, friends all not happy. Cried once because friends words. Although the words isn`t harsh at all? Maybe i cherish the friendship between us ba:D I can promise I wont do it for now, but future, i most probably won`t do it but there is still a chance i will. Sorry heh. Actually , it didn`t really hurts alot, not deep , not pain. Maybe i that time no feeling le ba? Sicked for a few days already): Even injected:X God damn the doctor man! Injected already still give me a back slam! Oh God! Till today, gastric abit abit recover le, but the giddyness, feverish feel is still on me :S SICK SICK! YOU GTTA GO AWAY!!!!! I wanna have good results! *SHOO SHOO* I think i am getting very sensitive to some stuffs , I dn wish to be like that. I wish i were the one i used to be before knowing you. 当我们认识久了,I like you more than before which i dn wish to be like that. 我想当朋友的对待你,但看见你伤心难过的时候, 我会不自觉地去关心你。我很想放弃,把你给忘了 但我终是放不下,有时候你关心我,我很开心, 可是我知道那只是朋友与朋友之间的关心罢了,没别的意思 你对他人好,我会吃醋,但我知道我没资格去这么做。我只能静静地在旁边看 因为我和你只是朋友的关系。虽然我朋友和我说了一些不好听的话, 可是我还是没感觉,还是那么相信你。 我不希望变成这个样子,这根本不像我自己, 从今天开始, 我不会再sms你,或在facebook留言 除非你主动那么做,否则我会静静地,什么都不做。 From today onwards, I will be myself , never ever cry because of you anymore. That would be the first and the last time I gonna do that. I will be as strong, and never let a single tears out. Never let it be a burden of you, unless you really mean it. Labels: The first and last xoxo, you know you love me |
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